启悯和高氏于九月订亲span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span只是问名、纳吉等程序走下来也得有个大半年span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span启悯向皇上请旨span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span想将婚期安排在高氏及笄之后span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span这样一来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span他们的婚期便定在了明年的腊月span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span有足够的时间准备了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
皇后虽然没能如愿以偿将远房侄女儿嫁给启悯span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span但却在无意中将高氏的婚事定了下来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span只要高氏不嫁给哪位皇子span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span皇后与和妃等都不会有太大的意见span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
而我这段时间则兴冲冲的教玉儿说话span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span
只因那天我听到从他口中发出类似“母”的一个音节span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span我就兴奋的不知所以了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span整天抱着他教他说“母妃”这个词span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span可是让我失望的是span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span这之后他再没有发出过那个音节span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span而我也不气馁span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span每天都在他耳边说好久span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span希望他能记得这个发音span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span能在开口说话的第一时间span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span对我说出这个词span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
我想象着span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span当他对我说出那个词的时候span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span我一定高兴的热泪盈眶吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210609.png)'/span
这期间还发生了一件事span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span沈七的家人给他定了一门亲事span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span却不知怎么婚期定的很急span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span就定在了十月中旬span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span也不知这门婚事是早就说好的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span还是为了避免什么才匆匆定下的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
春分的情绪因此十分低落span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span我心中虽然知道她对沈七有情span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span但这样的事我并不能为她做主span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span一来沈家已先一步给沈七定了亲span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span二来也没有妃嫔将自己身边的宫女赐给大臣做正妻的先例span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span就算赏给了大臣span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span也只有为妾侍的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span我不想委屈春分span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
可是看着春分往日含笑的嘴角现在没有一丝涟漪span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span我心里也不好受span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span等到四下无人的时候span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210594.png)'/span我拉着她的手说：“这世间好男儿多的是span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span也许他并不是你的良配span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span春姐姐span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span以后你会遇到更好的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span”
她苦涩的一笑span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span道：“不会了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span人生最美好的时刻无外乎情窦初开span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span他于我如此span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span我于他亦是如此span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span过了这个时候span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span就再也找不到原来的感觉了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span”
“你们……”
“娘娘不知道我们的事吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210609.png)'/span那是好几年前了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span当时我刚刚进宫span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span还是个不谙世事的小丫头span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span被分在尚食局司药span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span经常会去药园那里拿东西span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span就是在那里认识了他span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span他当时也很青涩span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span我第一次见他时span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span他正和药园的老人争辩着一味草药的药性span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span他争得面红耳赤的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span我看着有趣就停下来看着他笑span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span他看到我在笑他span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span就不再说什么了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span悻悻的离开span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
第二次见他span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span他还在钻研那味草药span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span没想到他竟然傻得自己去尝试span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span然后……他就晕倒了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span我吓了一跳span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span又不敢惊动别人span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span只能在他身边守着span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span他迷迷糊糊间指了一味解药让我去弄来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span我笨手笨脚的伤到了手span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span救醒他之后span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span他给我上了止血散span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span还帮我包扎了一下……”
她在说这些时span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967702193.png)'/span脸上出现了温柔的神色span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span沉浸在对过往美好爱情的回忆里span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span我从未见过这样的春分span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span她在我身边一直是睿智的、坚强的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span可是现在的她span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span才真正像一个小女人span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
“可惜span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span后来我被拨到内廷span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span他去了太医署span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span就很少见面了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span没想到因为娘娘的缘故span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span我们又见到了对方span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span说起来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span要对娘娘道歉span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span请娘娘原谅我隐瞒了这么久span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span”说着span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span她跪下给我磕头span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
我扶她起来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span叹道：“可是我最终什么也没能为你们做span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span”
她笑着摇摇头span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span说：“这也是命中注定的事span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span其实他跟我说过span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span要向娘娘要我span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span我没答应span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span他大概会去跟家人说了吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span谁知……呵呵span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span我早说了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span我只是个宫女span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span”
“春span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span我不喜欢你这样的语气说自己span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span你不是一个普通的宫女span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span不要把自己看轻好吗span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210609.png)'/span你这么聪明span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span还很漂亮span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span只有你能帮到我span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span而我span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span我也很信任你span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span”我正色对她说道span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
她故作轻松的笑道：“有娘娘的信任span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span奴婢还求什么呢span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210609.png)'/span这下也好span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span奴婢就能安心留在娘娘身边啦span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span”
她虽然是笑着的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span可是眸中泪花闪烁span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span我心底也闷闷的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span除了安慰她span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span我也无力改变什么span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span
之后沈七再来请平安脉的时候span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082714/12786725/4699730693429244686.png)'/span春分都借故离开span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span沈七有好几次欲言又止span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span我却没有给他任何提示span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132196524.png)'/span只能说他们有缘无分吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span再纠缠又有什么意思呢span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210609.png)'/span不如早早的断了念想span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span也不至于拖泥带水弄得大家都痛苦span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span
沈七诊脉之后并不急着离去span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span我看着他span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span他只垂头不说话span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span我轻轻叹息span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span让周围的人都退下去span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span他这才从怀里拿出一个翡翠手镯来span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span那手镯成色极好span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span青翠欲滴span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span一看就不是凡品span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span他把玉镯放在我手边span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span道：“麻烦娘娘将此物交给春分姑娘span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span”
我蹙眉：“你这是什么意思span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210609.png)'/span”
沈七深吸一口气span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span对上我的眼睛span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span说：“这是我母亲的陪嫁span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span我母亲让我将这个送给我的妻子span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span”
我道：“那么你应该遵从你母亲的意思span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span把这个留给你即将过门的夫人span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span”
“不span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span”他苦笑着摇头span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span说道span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span“这不是给我名义上的妻子的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span而是给我心目中的妻子的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span是给我喜欢的人的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span”
我愣了愣span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span他略施一礼span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span头也不回的走了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span
我摩挲着触手生温的手镯span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span心中感慨万千：这世上的痴男怨女啊span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span
因这桩事span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span去启恒那里时span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span我便有些心不在焉span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span他问我怎么了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span我支支吾吾的搪塞他说：“玉儿下个月就过周岁生日了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span连个正经名字都没有span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span”
他竟然有些恍惚的说：“是么span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210609.png)'/span玉儿这么快就满一周岁了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span”
我不由气结span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span狠狠坐在他怀里嗔道：“玉儿到底是不是你亲生儿子啊span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span”
他搂住我span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span笑道：“知道了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span不就是取个名字么span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span朕现在就来给他取个名字span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span玉儿span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082719/12786725/-2723608868292511973.png)'/span嗯……玉儿……你的玉儿span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span朕的玉儿span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span咱们的玉儿……”
我听他嘴里胡说八道span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span把玩着御案上的镇纸span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span瞥到一旁明黄绸缎上的玉玺span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span便道：“尔玉为玺span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span玺这个字也不错啊span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span佑玺span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span为他的父皇和皇兄保卫江山span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span守护玉玺span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span皇上span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span您看……”
启恒眸色深沉span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span我心中一突span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span
“你先回去吧span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span”他淡淡道span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span
我离了他的怀抱span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span躬身施礼：“臣妾告退span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span”
我心中满是悔意span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span真不该说出这个名字的span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span惹得他疑心不快span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082704/12786725/9174619874132210607.png)'/span自此之后span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082724/12786725/5991700835104424714.png)'/span我便不再主动提起玉儿的名字了span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349144082709/12786725/-4015579009967656895.png)'/span